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Seriously, Internet. I am just angry. My head hurts from how hard I am clenching my teeth. And I can't figure out a way to stop being so angry. A large part of my anger stems from my enormous frustration with my husband and my complete inability to figure out a way to fix the situation that includes a satisfactory punishment. I literally cannot win. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE? How am I in a 14-year-long situation on which I CAN'T gain any meaniful tread. FUCK!